Woooo.... I haven't updated this in a long ass time! Almost a full year. I have gone through a lot in the past year. I dumped Fendrid (AKA Dave) and was single for a long time... got back together with Lykos (He grew up a lot during our time apart)... him moving in with me... blah blah blah. Anyways, here's my journal.

Update on my life:

I finally decided to say fuck society and go forward with my trasitions to becoming a true man. I look the part... now it's time to become one for real. My doctor wants me to go on hormone treatments immediately (once she found out the severity of my gender confusion) and is leading me forward in it. It's great... I finally feel happy with the way I look and feel. Next up: Name change time! I feel that a name change is part of my transition from F to M. My name will become my furry name since that is who I have become. Fenris Nicoli Wolfbane. It's a good name.

My boyfriend (Lykos) is completely supportive in this change. It makes me happy that he is. My family (immediate) is not so much happy. My sister tried to forbid me from making any further changes other than my appearance... no surgeries... no hormones... or anything like that but I am going to go the full way. My mother is going to be disappointed in me no matter what I do.

This change is going to affect everyone in my life, but they will all make adjustments accordingly. My best friend is trying to get used to it, her husband already considered me as one of his "boys" a long time ago, so is making it very easy on me. Their children and my child will undoubtedly be a bit confused at first but they'll get used to it. My best friend already calls me Fenris and all of the furry world already knows me as Fenris so it's not a big transition there.

I've never really felt so alive and so.... myself! Ah and to those who are wondering.... yes I am a gay guy (once I make my full transition). I like girls enough... but I like men waaaaaay better.

Anyways, I'll end this here. I'll keep updates on my transition here.

TTFN!